Depression
In your weariness, you stand upon a steep hill covered in thick feet of snow.
When you tread upon it, the layers give way under your weight, sending you further down and farther from your goal. Each step is a battle against the depth of the snow and the grade of the hill; each attempt wearing down the strength you ought to have - twice as fast. And, if you fail to move, to straing against the grade, to push against the snow - you sink lower. Down into the icy depths you've stepped yourself into, until you cannot feel your feet or legs up to the point the cold air meets them. Then, should you try to move at all, you will only fall face forward into it, sinking wholly under any escape.
Atop that hill is the cliched golden city, and in your blue-white grasp are clearly the keys to unlock its gates. Your pockets have been packed with goods: sapphires, diamonds, rich wines, fine cheeses, silk scarves a goddess would envy, coins that total more than you could hope to count. And, you could reach in with your frozen hands to finger what you might still feel of such treasures, pull them out and gaze upon their shine and luster with bright eyes.
But they are no harbor from the cold. They are no stepping stone from the snow.
They cannot rise you from this dead.
Around you may be thers, sinking all alike in the snow. Others likewise drowning in the cold. And, you could raise your voice about the quiet to call our. You could speak and share in their plight - they in yours. You could beckon each other on were you to do so. You could cry out for help.
But their voices mingled with your's would not keep your knees above the snow. Would not keep your blood from the cold. Would not bring you from the trap.
When you tread upon it, the layers give way under your weight, sending you further down and farther from your goal. Each step is a battle against the depth of the snow and the grade of the hill; each attempt wearing down the strength you ought to have - twice as fast. And, if you fail to move, to straing against the grade, to push against the snow - you sink lower. Down into the icy depths you've stepped yourself into, until you cannot feel your feet or legs up to the point the cold air meets them. Then, should you try to move at all, you will only fall face forward into it, sinking wholly under any escape.
Atop that hill is the cliched golden city, and in your blue-white grasp are clearly the keys to unlock its gates. Your pockets have been packed with goods: sapphires, diamonds, rich wines, fine cheeses, silk scarves a goddess would envy, coins that total more than you could hope to count. And, you could reach in with your frozen hands to finger what you might still feel of such treasures, pull them out and gaze upon their shine and luster with bright eyes.
But they are no harbor from the cold. They are no stepping stone from the snow.
They cannot rise you from this dead.
Around you may be thers, sinking all alike in the snow. Others likewise drowning in the cold. And, you could raise your voice about the quiet to call our. You could speak and share in their plight - they in yours. You could beckon each other on were you to do so. You could cry out for help.
But their voices mingled with your's would not keep your knees above the snow. Would not keep your blood from the cold. Would not bring you from the trap.