They just...get it.

Nothing ever stops all these thoughs,
and the pain attached to them.
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening.
It's like nothing I can do will distract me
when I think of how I shot myself in the back again.
'Cause from the infinite words I could say
I put all the pain you gave me on display.
But didn't realize, instead of setting it free,
I took what I hated and made it a part of me.

[It never goes away]

Hearing your name, the memories come back again.
I remember when it started happening-
I'd see you in every thought I had,
and then the thoughts slowly found words attached to them.
And I knew as they escaped away,
I was commiting myself to them.
And every day I regret saying those things,
'Cause now I see that I took what I hated
And made it a part of me.

[It never goes away]

And now,
You've become a part of me.
You'll always be right here.
You've become a part of me.
You'll always be my fear.
I can't separate myself from what I've done.
I've given up a part of me,
I've let myself become you.

Get away from me
Gimme my space back.
You gotta just go.
Everything comes down to memories of you.
I've kept it in, but now I'm letting you know.
I've let you go.
Get away from me.

I've let myself become you.
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you.
Giving up a part of me,
I've let myself become you.
-Linkin Park:Figure.09

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It's easier to run,
replacing this pain with something numb.
It's so much easier to go,
than face all this pain here - all alone.

Something has been take from deep inside of me-
A secret I've kept locked away.
No one can ever see wounds so deep they never show.
They never go away, like moving pictures in my head.
For years and years they've played.

If I could change, I would.
Take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the same to the grave, I would.

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past,
bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have.
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back,
And never moving forward,
So there would never be a past.

Just washing it aside -
all of the helplessness inside.
Pretending I don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change.

It's easier to run,
replacing this pain with something numb.
It's so much easier to go,
than face all this pain here - all alone.
-Linkin Park:Easier to Run

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When this began, I had nothing to say.
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
I was confused.
And I let it all out to find
that I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
inside of me.
But all the vacancy the words revealed
is the only real thing that I've got left to feel.
Nothing to lose -
Just stuck, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own;
And the fault is my own.

I want to heal.
I want to feel what I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone, it's gone]
I want to heal.
I want to feel like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along:
Somewhere I belong.

And I've got nothing to say.
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on m face.
I was confused, looking everywhere,
only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
So what am I?
What do I have but negativity?
'Cause I can't justify the
way everyone is looking at me.
Nothing to lose -
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own;
The fault is my own.

I never will know myself until I do this on my own.
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be anything 'til i break away from me.
And I will break away,
I'll find myseld today.

I want to heal.
I want to feel like I'm somewhwere I belong.
-Linkin Park: Somewhere I belong