another day, another nightmare

another day, another nightmare, another sigh...

I wonder to myself, when will this go away, if ever? And if it doesn't, what then will I do about it? If things never look up, quality never increases, dreams never come true, I never feel better - then what really will I do?

Will I stay here, run away, or just stop existing? Will I become obsolete or just used up? Will I stop crying or stop breathing?

If only I knew, if only I had the answers...if only this were not so True!

...if only, I could have my dreams back...

if only I could be back...

if only life were not so difficult and terrorific...

if only...

"My dreams won't make anything a reality, and they certainly can't bring you back to me"

-RK